I’ve always fancied the idea of falling in love. In high school, I was in such a rush to find love, only to feel pain and regret in the end. Majority of the guys I have been with, either had to move to a different city, or cheated on me. I am now on my third year of college, and It wasn’t until now that I might have Philophobia.
I’m currently seeing someone, everything has been going perfect, but right now I’m starting to feel a little more emotional attachment towards him, and I am honestly scared. I cried and hyperventilated for about a half hour, in fear that I might be falling.
Now, I’m thinking up every reason to end whatever I have with him, because I’m absolutely afraid that if I put my guard down, he’ll leave me.