My story is that I fell in love with an amazing guy, and I never thought I would fall in love at that time, I was scared. Then he broke up with me. The thing is he knew I am a not good when it comes to showing my feelings, and he broke my heart. I have been single for nearly 2 years, and he was my first real boyfriend. My ex fucked me up really bad, I cant even tell people how i feel. and I always have my guard up. I am that scared to fall in love again in case i am going to get hurt again. I know I am going to be alone forever.