I’ve met a girl trough a mutual friend and liked her right from the start. She was so incredible I was afraid to ask her out, but before I summoned enough courage to do so my friend told her that he was in love with her and she laughed at him about that in front of me.
Since than I’m afraid to even hug her for a second too long in fear that she’ll find out about how i feel.
I’ve rejected every women that wanted me and every time she gets a new boyfriend or says something that makes it impossible to tell her how i feel without tragic results I start having feeling for the very next girl I see.
I’ve been doing this for about 8 years now and it hurts like hell, caused me to lose my best friends.