It’s always the same story: I like a woman, I court her, I see her, I even have sex with her and everything goes well until she tells me or I understand that she’s getting affectioned or falling in love with me. When this happens I feel terrorized, I feel discomfort, I feel entrapped, I want to escape.
My behavior becomes hateful, rude. And then she leaves me. When this happens I loose all my phobias, I deeply suffer because of abandon, I look for her but it’s too late. And I subside again in the suffering of loneliness. This is my destiny.