After my first relationship ended with him cheating on me and leaving me with a pregnancy scare, I’ve been extremely apprehensive about dating and even freaked out by people liking me. I met my best friend in 2010 and he ended up liking me and I just can’t take it. It hurts me to see him try so hard for me to change and to trust him. I do trust him with my life. He just doesn’t understand and it’s been 3 years now and one other boyfriend later which was yet another awful experience which has added to the fear.