I liked this guy and surprisingly he liked me back. I was always very nervous around him, and often I’d go to the nurse. I was dizzy, shaking uncontrollably, and my heart was racing. I talked to my best friend, who asked me if I was to date, how would I react. I explained that I was very nervous and terrified that I’d hurt him or he would hurt me. I worried that things would go too far and if we broke up, I’d be devastated.
One day he asked me out on a date to the movies. I accepted and I was very very nervous. We sat next to each other, and I was on the edge of my seat, trying to stay away. I couldn’t speak to him, and I feel very bad for him because he really liked me. I liked him a lot too, and I had stop before before something happened and I wouldn’t be able to stop it.