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Shattered

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I have believed in soulmates my entire life until a couple years ago. I’ve had 3 heartbreaking relationships, but the last one killed me emotionally, and almost physically. I am in constant fear that whoever is interested in me has ulterior motives.

I don’t trust anyone. I don’t wanna be alone, but I don’t know how to let someone back in. I cry everyday, I don’t feel worthy of love. I feel destined to be alone. I know I’m destined to be alone.

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  1. cherylm cherylm

    Oh my, the same exact thing has happened to me. A husband, a boyfriend and then a true soulmate. Someone who is as afraid as I am, but we loved each other. He just broke up with me two weeks ago. I think you have to take it one day at a time, because each day is a new start. I am so sorry you are in pain, so am I. So I totally relate to you. I have bought books on the subject of fear of emotional intimacy. Maybe that would help you? I am thinking of you. Take care of yourself and take it one day at a time.

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