I had this first love. I know it’s love because I did everything to make him happy- even sacrifice my own happiness for him. But then one day we fought. It was just a misunderstanding, then we just didn’t talk. And one day he just have a girlfriend already which made my heart feel like shattering into a million pieces. I tried to forget him, I did the rebound thing. But still, whenever my rebound kisses me, he’s all I think about and after a month of being with my rebound, I left him. And up to now, though I’ve moved on, I still don’t fall in love. I don’t know if i’m just AFRAID subconsciously. H E L P HERE.