I wasn’t always afraid to love someone. But it always seemed like there was someone else in the picture. The most scariest thing is not knowing what someone is thinking all the time. They could be kissing you while thinking of their ex. I loved this guy like no one else, even when everyone was against me loving him. BUT then he let me down. All these doubts I started to have, were right.
Now I’m afraid to love because he was so easily manipulated by another girl that my love wasn’t enough for him to say no to her. I want to let go of this tremendous fear because love saves lives. It’s messing up my current relationship. I keep loving him half way, or fragments of my love, then I put a wall back up again. Need help!