I’ve had two broken hearts in my life, both from rejection. After the first one I never really planned on caring for anybody… Like that anyways.
But then I started talking to people online. I never really saw online dating as a real thing. I was wrong. When This person and I met on the internet we talked via TinyChat for hours. It seemed like we knew each other forever. We just clicked so well.
I fell for them of course. And I got rejected. It’s making me go crazy. All I can think of is “why am I not good enough?” I cried and cried… I vented so much. But nothing was helping. The person couldn’t handle what they called it “drama” and they cut me off completely on 4/7/14 around 1 am.
I lost it… I sobbed hysterically. And now I just can’t think of loving anybody else ever again. Yes it WAS LOVE. Now it’s all over. And I don’t want to be romantically involved WITH ANYBODY. Internet, Real life etc… It doesn’t matter. I can’t handle losing all the sleep, and crying so much, and pretending to be happy when I’m not.