I’m twenty years old and have never been in a relationship. I’ve never kissed a guy or even been on a real date. EVERY single time I like a guy and he shows interest back I get a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and I push them away. Normal people who hang out with someone they like feel excited and happy and whatever, I feel sick to my stomach, sad, and all I want to do is get away from them and be alone. I want to have a happy relationship, and I want love, and a boyfriend, and marriage, but there’s obviously something wrong with me.