I have struggled to find love each and everytime im in a relationship. I’ve become so guarded up when i try to love again to the point where im emotionally distress. From previous experience, i think i find love then it turns worse and i end up heartbroken. I fear in the near future that i wont ever have someone, get married, or just have a long term meaningful relationship.
I use to think and feel ugly that no one will love me enough as i see throughout my life.
So far, im still single and even more depressed and living in guilt i just cant get out of.