I had many relationships. I started to have when I was about 13. I had about 5 small (1-2 weeks) and than I met a boy who really loved me but I wasn’t so good with him all the time. We were together for about 1 year and it was fantastic. When we broke up for two years I was crying every night, and he just ignored me.
I get to some relationships to find happiness and get over him but I couldn’t. I’m not in relationship for one year now because I stop all the boys. I changed my country, because my father and my mother are not together and my father lives in Cyprus. So I decided to come here and start a new life.
I met a boy who became very close to me, I don’t really know what he wants from me but every time if i feel he is so near to my I get scared and I’m mean with him, but if I’m not with him I feel so bad. Every day I’m fighting with my self that I’m not in love etc…
Sometimes I say or put stupid things on facebook to make him feel that I don’t care of him and I’m a slat and I don’t have heart. Sometimes I tell him, that I’m not scared of anything but inside I know that i’m really scared of him and of love.