I’m a 18 year old girl. Since young, i had always been in control and kinda of bossy at times.
It started when I regularly seen this particular guy in school. For 6 months, I admired him from afar. I even thought it was love at first sight. I still think it was. Soon, we became friends and started to contact each other. Heck, I was head over heels, literally. Especially when he started to reciprocated my feelings for him. Then gradually, I swear I don’t know how it happened, I became scared of him. Its weird cos he’s a great guy and everything but I got afraid. I began to avoid him and pretend to not see him when laughing with my friends. I know I’m hurting him but I really cannot control how I feel. the feeling is as though I had strong dislike for him just because he had taken my heart.
The sad part is that, he is my first love. And I still don’t understand why it is happening.