Whenever a guy shows interest in me, I immediately begin to disgust that person and when someone says “I Love You”, that’s even worse. Basically, I do everything I can to keep boys who are interested away from me. Ans this includes pretending that my guy best friend is my boyfriend. It is really freaking me out as to how i have turned out to be. And sometimes, even when I need love, i am not capable of opening up to people.